Conversations with Jeshua Energies
In Our Seamless, Unlimited Sea
of Loving Synchronicity
Jashua begins by re-emphasizing his urging that we “allow all things to be as they are.”
Why do I say “Allow! Allow! Allow all? I say this over and over because your human form is but a means to experience what is, in truth, a vast sea of loving consciousness:
A sea that is seamless;
A sea that is unending;
A sea that does not limit you in what you may create or what you may experience;
A sea that has no height, breath or depth because it contains all that is or could ever be;
A sea that is waiting patiently for you to give your willingness to allow all of it into your consciousness; to allow all of it to be accessible to you.
This is the site i desired and is now in manifestation.
It is time for all of you to give up the thought that I ask you to live in scarcity of golden coins. Open up your heart to yourself and allow the water of abundance within this loving sea to flow freely. All you need and want will be provided when your heart is thus opened.
J AN ISTARA Ackerman 6-29-2008
It all started the day before with the clearing-out cleansing of my body and the drinking of only clear liquids before the procedure. Eight hours following the procedure, I found myself in the ER and then landed in the hospital. This was a 24 hour, emergency concern and monitoring due to the passage of blood from the biopsy site following my routine colonoscopy.
I was sent home the next afternoon; that evening I experienced dizziness, double vision, and a spinning room when I laid down in bed. I wondered if my eyesight had suddenly going bad; might I require a new prescription for my glasses. Yet I knew, deep down in my bones that my body was out of balance and perhaps I was even bleeding again.
The following day, I was told by my doctor that my electrolytes had been thrown out of harmony with the on and off liquid diet over the last several days.
I also met my new orthopedic doctor and received a round of one cortisone shot to each knee to assist with the pain of my newly diagnosed osteoarthritis of the knees.
I came through both of these ordeals with a release from pain, a new sense of freedom, a solid foundation to stand on, ease in moving and walking, a cleared-out cleansing, a body which was in new, harmonic balance and a ‘'baptism'’ of my Spirit with the purified blood of my inner Christ/God Source.
This process continued through the week. During a meditation, as I opened to the vast love of CREATOR, the I AM that I AM, I again willingly surrendered to and allowed "THY WILL BE DONE."
This time I received the sacred balm of another healing. I experienced a deep, emotional cleansing and releasing ...a renewed, acknowledgement of unhealed, childhood emotional traumas. I thought they had been dealt with long ago, but this was the last layer of the onion skin to be removed. I chose to hold onto the memory, the wisdom gained from these lessons, but I totally released the emotional trauma and pain. I blessed them with love and laid them on the altar within my heart's core.
And in the early morning hours of a new day, while visiting, other family members divulged their never before shared, painful stories of former times. It was a family cleansing and releasing; although painful and scary at times, we all stand on new ground in a new world with loving waves of harmony and joy swirling around us.
During a phone call the next day with my friend Denisa, 2 red cardinals flew into view and landed in our trees as they sang their new song. From the level of the first chakra which is red in color and is known as the physical level of survival, the earth level, we are flying free. We are at one with the birds; we are singing a new song together just like the 2 red cardinals who live in our presence.
The miracle of this shift, of this sacred time, is that the whole world around us... nature, family, friends and the earth herself are all mirroring our growth and our movement into higher dimensions. Our ONEness is being mirror to us...our awakening, our transformation into the crystalline DNA blueprint of our human-angelic bodies, our Christhood, and our godhood. This miracle shift is being brought to our physical, earth level and we are finding our wings of joy and freedom.
Janistara followed her sharing with a poem:
GREAT Teachings
J AN ISTARA Ackerman 5-17-2008
Some of my greatest teachings
have come in the form
of gift packages
that were agonizing to open.
Neither the wrapping
nor the contents
were pleasant to behold.
Some were down right
excruciating.
However,
wondrous wisdom,
truth
and understanding
were revealed.
With each one,
I experienced
a grand awakening,
and magnificent freedom.
At the same time denisa was sharing her own miracle shift:
So, later he left, and the police came and I pressed charges for battery.
My inner voice said, yes, take him. Well, I did not want to, yet I did. On the way to the court, I see this huge “purple” truck. It is passing me by and I commented to my ex, “Wow, look at that beautiful purple truck”. I had never seen a purple truck.
Yet again, I heard “yes.” So, again we go. It is down in Malibu , a drive that is long. I sat through the morning session, watched him get his sentence of probation and anger class, and then we drove home.
And the truth is, that about a week ago, I had asked for this out loud. I had asked for this exact job to come in, turning down a couple that would have been to difficult for me to do.
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“Struggle” Last night I went within And opened a door that has been Closed for eons… It was labeled “struggle” I opened it at the request Of this loving circle Of energies Called Jeshua As I opened this door With eyes closed… A flood of energy roared Its mighty head… Out came eons of energy Held within Where I had believed In struggle… Then, after the energy had Moved through my being, And I had given it to love, My heart center opened And a masterful energy Of “harmony” flooded my being, As if a dam Had broken… It filled the depths of My whole being… Then I saw a crystal, Eight sides, Each one of the eight Was clear and pristine. And then, Love whispered to me, “Now we carry within The diamond gem crystal And it is good….” Denisa for us all Jeshua replies to denisa and janistara: | |||
dear denisa, janistara and
all
you left these miseries
of struggle on your crystal gem
in many lifetimes you thought
were
evilly spent
and dreamed that karma
must be paid to expiate
the guilt you dread
for past lives past led
the door is open now
and winds of change
have come to show
that all was naught
but mistaken thought
of separate time
in but illusion
substituted for
our joined embrace
in love's eternal place
Jeshua through michael
And michael added this poem:
it is all perfect
for each of us
and when we
willingly commingle
the meaning
of our apparent
separate ways
becomes clear
and then we see
as One
the sights are but
of goodness
and holiness
and beauty
the lack
of self criticalness
this is my lesson for today
and in the safety
of our union
my critical mind
has lost its stay
michael to and for us all
Jeshua then sent this message to Michael thru denisa:
fear of letting go
of the concept of "little i"
keeps many from
joining in love’s embrace
you remember that fear,
do you not?
that fear can show up as criticalness,
anger, judgment, and unworthiness..
keep on with your path of oneness,
never doubt....
remember
i have spoken that
the last form of ego to depart
is spiritual ego.....
it is very clever indeed.
Denisa then said “i don't know why i was just asked to send this to you,”
For me, it was a perfect message. In my on-line shared messages I had been criticized with angry expressions that appeared to be attaching my judgment by one’s who professed to know the correctness of ACIM interpretations. These critical thoughts and feelings I recognized as my own. I recognized that I still carried guilt about being this way myself. I still judged against myself and was now being given again the opportunity to know my innocence through the process of forgiveness; through allowing all to just be as it is without need for correction or defense.
michael
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A couple of days ago, my little friend Leslie came up to my mountain top to visit. I love her dearly, yet most of the time she is a lost soul. I have shared many of my miracles and visions with her, but most of the time she just nods her head.
She says, “What was that, your computer just asked if you were doing what?
(Yes, I was definitely in a boo boo mood) So, right then, after I replied angrily, the computer once more said it again “Who’s washing the dishes?”
Other times it sends me kissing sounds. And as I am writing, it will send me the music of the harp. It also says hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. When I am thinking victimhood thoughts, it makes a lost kitty sound. When I am thinking loving thoughts, it always sends me a little gift. So, how loved am I
denisa
You are loved. You are loving. You are lovable.
Jeshua thru michael
Denisa shares some more with Jeshua:
many, many rewards beyond my own imaginings. I am so grateful to be a vehicle for this expression, it is an honor beyond words. However, now i feel like i just want to jump out of the box and go and play. There is a part of me that would like to sell my home and just go and play
Do you have words to share with me?
With love,
denisa
Jeshua replies:
allow allow allow
all to come to you
know it it us
who guides you
in every step you make
there can be no mistake
wherever you go
we are there beside you
within you
we are you
do what feeeels
right for you
and know
you are serving me
always and everywhere
you are
the doer of our love
jeshua through michael
Thank you, so very much Jeshua thru michael.
i am going to keep this message by my bed...
i will do what feels right for me...
denisa
Anne added her own miracle story:
I Am the One
“I am the One.” I hear it repeatedly as I go through each moment. It reminds me I am the creator experiencing my creations. The desire rises up in me to love it all making no distinctions as to what it is or how I’m feeling in any particular moment. There is innocence, and I notice that I am loving the thought……the experience of innocence.
A little story of Spirit moving sweetly in my life……
Yesterday, I decided to do laundry. The person I am staying with did not want me to do it as it was Sunday afternoon, and she had great concern for what others might think, since she lives in an apartment complex originated and maintained by a religious organization. Spirit, however, told me I was to move forward with the laundry despite the opposition. I did.
When I arrived at the laundry room, I noticed an elderly woman finishing up her own laundry chores. She said I was welcome to use the washer and dryer. She was done. We had a warm and friendly conversation. As she prepared to leave, I noticed her disabled arm and asked if I could be of assistance. At first she declined but when I repeated my offer, she gladly accepted. I carried all of her belongings to her apartment, and she was so very grateful…..and surprised for the help. I knew this was why I was pressed to do laundry, and I, too, was grateful for the wonderful opportunity to meet and assist this lovely individual…..this sister soul…….a reflection of me……and to experience my own loveliness through her!
anne